我的地盘,我的窝

Out Dated

2011-06-20T16:17:00.004+08:00

Oh, it has been very very long time i never log in here and read my own blog. It made me recall of many sweet and bitter memories. Oh, time flies. It is nearly 2 years since my last post. i believe it is getting lesser and lesser people writing blog now. And i believe, there will be no one following my blog. I CAN WRITE WHATEVER I WANT.

Recently, my health is getting poor. Getting more and more illnesses appeared. Hate medicines, yet i have to eat them everyday. Cough-flu, accompanying me everyday. Even Lung also joining the party. Well, i must get rid of all these stupid bacterial. BACTERIAL, GO AWAY!!!!

I have a thought recently, i feel like quitting my current job. It is so boring to face and entertain "cold-blood" people. They are just too demanding from us, blaming on us. Hate to go office. Sick of seeing those "monsters" . So i'm MC again today and plan for my future. Oh ya, finally my hand is start working and search for new job. Knew the economic is better than last year, yet it is quite competitive in job hunting here. Especially the fresh graduate are coming out from "hell". I like "hell". I missed the "hell" most.

Besides job hunting, i have another thought on my mind. I want to give a birthday surprise to HIM. It is almost one month away from now. What should i do ler?? Ermm, need to do some home work le.

伤心

2009-07-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

曾经我以为的以为，是否还会实现呢？
曾经拥有的梦想，我是否能实现它呢？
我一直深爱的人，他还是那样的爱我吗？
我一直关心的人，他还是那样的关心我吗？
伤心，我终于体会到这种滋味了。
贪委，我才发现我是如此的贪委。
孤独，它是如此的可怕！
压力，它有好大的威力！
亲情，好难驾喻的亲情！
逃离，我好想逃离一切！

1st Battle

2009-05-19T00:58:00.002+08:00

1st paper: Seminar In Web Marketing,DONE it!!!hopefully i can score it since the questions are not really hard as i expected.

捡童年

2009-04-24T11:12:00.003+08:00

a very nice song composed by a student from MMU. I like it very much when i first listened to this song.

我做错了

2009-04-23T13:46:00.002+08:00

今年年头,我做了一件很错的事.这件事的后果很严重.倒致好多人很不开心,包括我在内.我很累,不是功课忙而累,而是心烦而累.一切的累都因这件事引起.我好后悔,好后悔.因而我不敢再提出任何意见当相同的朋友遇到烦恼时.我应该这样处理这件事吗?

过期了吗??

2009-04-16T14:15:00.002+08:00

我一直认为,在大学的三年是我人生在求学时期,最疯狂,最开心,最亨受,最自在.后来我才发现,相处久了,人与人之间的关系会慢慢改变.从开始接触,到了解,到疯狂,到玩乐,到谈心,到认真,到叉口,到选择,到决定,到放不下,到生刺,放冷箭,戴假面倶,做小动作...........到生疏!!这会是结局吗??这关系只有三年的期限吗?要到期了吗??

Drawing Circle

2009-03-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

Things happenned recently really made ppl feel like drawing circle(emo).
Couple break up: Emo
Couple argueing: Emo
Couple different opinion: Emo
Student 烦恼 over fyp: Emo
Student 烦恼 over exam: Emo
Student 烦恼 over frenship: Emo
Student 烦恼 over love: Emo
Then wat i m actually Emo-ing???

羡慕

2009-03-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

最近一直看到身边的朋友与她们的情人之间的甜蜜,真的好让人羡幕.透过她们的blog or facebook's pictures,那些甜蜜竟然让我感到妒嫉.好想自己也拥有像她们那样的甜,但是如果每个人的甜都一样,那每段恋情就会显得不特别了.但,如果没有了那样的甜,那怎么还能称得上恋爱呢??就算你拥有过那样的甜,你能保证它会一直持续下去吗??我感到伤心了,不知我是否遇到了瓶颈??还是我想多了??

灰灰的

2009-03-15T14:05:00.002+08:00

今天一大"早"(应该是中午才对)起床,整个人灰灰的.不想读书的心态已经连续两个多月了,好内疚哦!!不知不觉半个学期就差一个理拜就过去了,我在这里的时间当燃也只剩半个学期咯.真希望时间可以过得慢一些.
大一的时候总是希望时间过得快一些,因为我希望与他分开的时间可以快点过去.不用在忍受分开的痛苦.
大二的时候,我与一班好姐妹建立了很厚的友情.在吃喝玩闹,翻天踲地一翻,大二就过去了.这是我非常享受的一年.
大三,也就是我在大学的最后一年了.经过大概五个月与姐妹们分离的时间,我发觉我更珍惜她们了.之后的相聚,更是有喜有悲.虽然到目前为止有些不开心的事情发生了,可我希望我们的友情不会被影响(但我心里早已知到它已被影响了).大三了,有很多事情要想,爱情啦,朋友啦,家人啦,还有前图.嗨,真不想长大啊!!!

伤心的事s

2009-02-16T18:04:00.002+08:00

最近周围的朋友发生太多事情了.如故是好事就算了,但是发生的全是伤心事.这该怎么办呢?就连安全无事的我也被阴沉的情绪給影响了.我真是想不通,为什么简单的事情会被复杂化.也许我不是当事人,有许多事情都略知一二,但是事情总得要有个解结方法,希望这将会是个短暂的误解.
已经是最后一个学期,我很珍惜妳们和你们.旦愿这一切的事件不要继续影响我们之间的关系.因此我会更珍惜妳们和你们,不管你们或妳们是如何看待我.
淑娟,妳要加油!!!也要为她们和他们加油!!!!!

我怀念的

2008-11-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

经过时间的洗礼,我好怀念过去两年在大学的生活.翻开过去所拍过的点滴,顿时间发现自己老了许多.好怀念过去的快乐时光,好怀念过去的疯狂事迹,好怀念过去的勇敢举动,好怀念,好怀念,好怀念过去的种种.
回想起刚进大学的时候,多少的不安与恐惧一直浮现在脑海.但我要大声的向老天爷道一声"谢谢",是祂让我找到一班足以赶走我的不安与恐惧的死党.是她们让我成长,是她们让我勇敢,是她们给我信心,是她们给我扶持.
一路走来,有苦有甜.但很幸运的,所有的苦来的比甜少,再次的多谢祂,也多谢她们.我很享受现在的生活,也很珍惜接下来半年的时间.我希望快乐会一直陪伴着我们,虽然在现实上,快乐一直都在围绕着我们.
姐妹们,咱们就快乐的............再创造甜美的回忆吧!!!

Internship

2008-10-08T13:40:00.003+08:00

I m a bit guilty to talk about my internship at Great Vision. Compare to others, i found that they are quite happy with their internship company and got a good relationship with the co-workers, me?!?!big different with them. Not to said my co-workers is not good, not to said the company not good, not to said the enviroments not good, just the matter of my attitude. I m lazy, i m slack, i m so "xing bu zhai yen" during the 15 weeks at Great Vision. I felt so bad toward my supervisor, Mr. Kelvin Sim. Althought he always busy with his work, but he do helped me alot, especially at the last day of my working day at Great Vision when he wanna fill up the evaluation form for me (althought that day i waited him filled the form till 7++ pm ). I don't even have the chance to say goodbye to him.

Kelvin: will this influence your grade?
Suzanne: ofcouse will la. 30% somemore.(laugh)hahaha
Kelvin: ok

I dare not to read the content that Kelvin write on the form. I read it only at the monorail station after i left the company. I was so touched when i saw "37/40". At the same time, the feeling of guiltiness increased till .......
Hundred millions thank you, Mr. Kelvin Sim

The second person i would like to thanks is TC Lew. He is the person that i alway depend on during the 15 weeks. He is the one who "rescued" me from a terrible company. He is the one who bought me to the company. He is the one who alway accompany me for lunch (maybe i m the one who accompany him for lunch,haha)
Hundred millions Thank You, Mr. Lew TC

The third person i would like to thanks is Mr. Neo. At first, i found that he is very funny althought his age is +-40, but i stil easy to get along with him. But after sometimes, i found that he is quite fierce(maybe we can call it as serious). When i first entered the company, i m quite lose. So, i forced myself to learn things from Mr. Neo. Why i choosed Mr. Neo? Because he is fierce. Hahaha. Just because his fierce, i do learned a lot from him. And he also helped me during the site visit matter(presentation infront Mr. Neo and internship supervisor, Mr. Jeyeram)
Hundred millions Thank You, Mr. Neo

Anyway, it is quite pity that i never have the chances to take photo with all of them.
I will appreaciate it in my heart.
Thank You

The Working Days at KL

2008-08-28T15:08:00.002+08:00

My working hour start from 9.15 am to 6 pm, but I have to wake up in the early morning 7 am for the preparation, 8.10 am walking out from my aunt’s house to Pandan Jaya LRT station. It needs about 20 mins for me to walk to reach LRT station. After that, I will take the train from Pandan Jaya to Hang Tuah station and then change to Monorail to reach Raja Chulan. This is the journey that I facing everyday during industrial training. But the journey is not end yet, after reaching Raja Chulan, I still need to walk around 10 mins to reach my office. Oh my goodness, from my aunt’s house to my working place, it took 1 hour plus.

The most important thing is, my job is very flexible, but then I still felt very boring with it. Sometime I felt stress also. Even thought my supervisor is not giving me any pressure, but then I can still felt the stress is surrounding me, the pressure is from the environment.

Still have 5 more weeks. After 5 weeks, I will end my internship le. Hope that everything will go smooth and hope that the god will bless me.

Cameron Highland

2008-07-07T23:36:00.004+08:00

People said the pictures will talk. Now i would like to let the some of the pictures to talk about cameron highland. To talk about how wonderful the highland is, how beautiful the mountan is, how attractive the strawberry is, how lovely the flower is,how fresh the vegetable is....

My Friends (part 1)

2008-04-07T21:33:00.003+08:00

Long time no update any news at here dy. Just now watched the previous blog wif the video clip, i miss those days spent together with my dear zhi muis here. Althought there is a little changes in our life(especially for aireen), but i still felt happy that u all always by my side. As the time goes by, next semester i wont be here anymore(internship,jus onli for one semester).I duno wat company i will be working for and i also duno wat ppl i will be working wif.But i noe tat our friendship wil never change.Hope u all wont dum dai ngor..Haha.
Lets talk about aireen.Wahh..she grews up luu,got bf dy.After she got bf starting of tis sem,i felt tat she really changed a lots.We got less time to sam pat together,less time to go shopping,less time to play around.Because thr is someone alway standing beside her and she likes him to stand beside her always.But i still felt happy for her,cos she found her Mr Right (maybe) finally.Hehe.
The next one will be Pegan. She also changed alots but she get 1st runner up,the champion is Aireen.Haha.Y i said she is different compare to the pass ler??In the pass,she used to tell everything to us,but now..no more.i can felt tat she got a lot of secrets that onli she and aireen noes.Honestly,i m a little bit sad abt this.But when i tink deeply,she has the right to choose whether she wanna tell o not.As zhi mui,ofcos i wanna share wif her and hope tat she will share wif me too.Anyway,as long as she is happy,than it is enough dy.
The 2nd runner up will be Jureen.Haha.I m very happy to see that she changed alot after came back from Sarawak.(especially her new hair look).She is pretteir than before,cheerful than before, talk lounder than before, and speak more compare to befor.Haha.I like 'tis' jureen.Hope that she will continue this kind of spirits and live happily everyday.
*to be continue..(wanna study liao..hehe)

zhi muis ROCKsSsSsSsS

2007-09-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

Not Feeling Well

2007-08-18T21:36:00.000+08:00

Long time no update my blog dy..Suddenly feel lik to write smthg in tis blog.isit bcos of my lonely?boring?uncomfortable?i dun noe,i really dun noe..Recently,i found tat smthg is changing ard me.it keep changing n bothering me.i wan to stop it,but i cant.i even tried to change myself to adopt it,but i failed to do it.wat shd i do?The words "Lost" keep occuring in my life.Wat shd i do to run away from tis words?The uncomfortable feeling keep on chasing me.Wat can i do to avoid tis feeling?

Story Pictures

2007-07-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

Another funny pictures that took at Redang..The pictures wil bring out a story which is no meaning 1..haha..got a picture which is jie wei onli,dun take it serious...hahaha

Funny Pictures

2007-07-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

A Wonderful Trip...Redang

2007-07-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

tis is a wonderful trip that i never have.White sands,blue sky,blue ocean,colourful fishes and corals and also a bunch of nice friends.A beautiful place full with beautiful memory.Snorkelling,blue sands,open air disco,birthday celebration,live band show,and also huo che chong.
All the sweet memory that i wil never forget it.

Rachel's BIG DAY

2007-07-07T14:34:00.000+08:00

9/7/2007 was Rachel's BIG DAY.1 of my good friend married dy lo,so happy for her.one bride and six jie mei,we were so pretty on tat day..We were busying since the day b4 her Big Day.busy tis busy tat,until we all no enough sleep and very tired on tat day,but enjoyable.We took many pic and the wedding dinner seem like our secondary schoolmate reunoion dinner.So happy to c them again after we graduated and all of us change a lots.The onli thing no change -->We Are Young..

The End

2007-05-25T03:41:00.000+08:00

After today,1st year(beta year) of my university life will be ended.Recall back what i had done in this enjoyable & memorable year......

First Trimester

Joyce's FAKE birthday..she lied us that day was her birthday,so we celebrated 2 times for her in year 2006..hehe
Archery Intercamp 2006.1st time take part in the archery competition.The result is not bad..hehehe
Aireen's 20th birthday..got so many seniors celebrate for her,ofcos include us la.(zhi muis)
Lantern festival(during study week)..thx Aeris for prepared the tang yuan for us.
Penang trip.Special thx to Aireen's and Joyce's parents for welcomed us.
MMU Dsg worksho(during trimester break).Thx the seniors for prepared such a wonderful workshop for us.We learned a lot from this workshop.

SecondTrimester

Jureen's 21st birthday..we make up for her on that day,she look like a princess..
My 21th birthday..most crazy day in my life,i wont forget it,thx my zhi mus..
Second trip..Johor trip..we went to Kukup,Dangar Bay,City Square.Special thx to Aeris's parents..

Third Trimester

First charity event that organised by ourselve.We brought the childrens from Rumah Hope to visit the KL Bird Park.After that,we had our dinner at Pizza Hutz.We were so happy,and ofcause tired,but enjoyable
First time joined the Dhamma camp.Felt warm and enjoyable.Thx to the seniors who contributed a lots to this camp.sadhu,sadhu,sadhu..
Microsoft Windows Vista Launch at MMU.A very big event that i had joined.Felt stress and scare during the preparation.But i think someone felt stressed than me.But it made me "dai hoi ngan gai".So many students came and get the Vista CD Key during thatwo days..
Elecia 21th birthday..we celebrated her birthday at Old Town.She was so touched on that night.
Yea...our Cyber P project,i love it so much,cos we can experiance how to run a business by ourselves,how to deal with the customers,how to earn $$$$..hehehe
Shuh Yin's 21th birthday..we were so crazy on that night,we rent car to McD to eat supper,Putrajaya bridge.we even think of going to Genting...hahaaha
Min Mein 21st birthday..the only vegetarian among our zhi muis..we had made a "homemake book" to her..
Pegan's Piano Diploma Convo..We were so supportive,woke up in the early morning(6am) went to KL to attend her convo..

"i wil be leaving u soon"--My sleeping place at MMU(1st year)

2007-05-13T13:44:00.000+08:00

my bed......(took during study week,12th may 07)

cupboard...so messy(took during study week,12th may 07)

my study place..messy too(took during study week,12th may 07)

messy,messy and messy..(took during study week,12th may 07)

21st Birthday of Min Mein

2007-05-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

although we bought a small peice of cake to U,but it stil a cake,is chocolate cake some more..my favourite flavour..haha..hope U won't mind..Happy 21st Birthday to U,Min Mein
a bunch of Siao Zha Bo gather together to celebrete Min Mein Big Day....we can go to visit Uncle Lim(casino) dy.haha..altot we don't have present,altot we don't have beautiful cake,altot we don't have balloons,BUT we have U as our zhi mui,and u have us to be with u..a Birthday song sang by us,a memorable book made by us,a Birthday celebration organised by us..hope u have a wonderful birthday and happy always...HAPPY GO LUCKY..muakss....zhi muis rocks...
after celebreated Min Mein Birthday,we all went to collect the windows vista CD key.3rd May 07..Finally we got our windows vista CD key..1st time to be secratary,1st time approached so many unfamiliar ppl(nervous and SCARED),1st time i felt so stressful being a committee of an event(almost give up on the 1st day to be secretary)..thx aireen n pei yie for supported me on tat nite..Learned a lot of things from this event,from the preparation until the end of the event,even after event..and oso get know many friends from differents faculty(they were so warm and friendly)..
after we get the vista CD Key,we went to Dai KaLok again to hv our dinner.then rush back to MMU campus for tourism club's meeting.this pic is took after the meeting.seldom can hold so much $$ to tk pic,sure i wont let this chance run away..hehe..(actually i jus wanna show off the $$ although the $$ is not mine now)

Finally

2007-04-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

Finally..finally the most bz week for me in MMU has ended.I never been so bz for whole week until i slept no more than 4 hours per day.I was bzing with Cyber P, quiz,assignment and mid term.
Monday : 1st day of our Cyber P project.We running a business in MMU centre plaza."Delibiz" our 'jiu pai'..We were selling toast bread,Aireen was the taukenio..hahaha..we oso selling some kuih muih..i was very happy, exited and worry..Happy tat we can experiace how run a real business during study life altot is inside MMU.Exited tat can deal wif diff ppls through tis business.. Worry tat nobody wanna 'bong chan' our booth..haha...luckly the rest respond is better than wat i had expected except 1 of our vendor ffk.thx for those who had supported us...sadhu..Tis business involved of our profits or loses,so i was worrying our pocket..haha..Luckly everything go smooth ...Becos of tis business,i had skipped whole day classes.haha..bcos of tis business,i oso slept quite early on monday cos joga booth for whole day dy..very tired..
Tuesday : woke up abt 8 am.for the preparation of our business, after tat straight away jaga booth for whole day..total up i had skipped 4 hours classes..better than yesterday...hahaha..bcos i hv a quiz on tml,so i was forced to burn mid9 oil to study...
Wednesday..as usual,jaga booth for whole day..but today we had added a business which is for the replacement of that vendor who ffk..we selling 'liong fan'..but the tast is not so good bcos tis is our 1st time to made 'liong fan' by ourselves..

Thursday : most bz day of this week..we were rushing statistic assignment which the

assignment due date is on friday,4pm..tis oso is the 1st time of joyce spent a nite at my room since she moved out to cyberia..no,i shd say she spent a day in my room, cos we were rushing assignment from abt 5 pm until the next day 4 pm..wat a tired day..
Friday : Due to no enuf slep(slept 1 ++ hour),i was no energy to study my marketing midterm..after submidted statistic assingment,i wan forced to continue my study for the mid term later..no enuf slep+no enuf energy+no text book=tikam n simply write the structure Q ..haha..after tat go lim teh n hav our dinner at SK,Dai KA LOK..hahaha
Saturday : A boring day..slept until abt 12 pm..finally can slept more than 4 hours per day for tis week..hehe..after finished washing my clothes,watching movie,then nthg......wen i was bzing wif other work,i dun hv time to study...now i got a lot of free time,but i hv no mood to study..haha...so i on9 whole day n downloaded some songs...long time din downlaod songs since 1st sem...haha..jus now went to SK,Dai Ka LOk to hv our dinner again.after that we shopping at Jusco...tml we are going to PC fair at KLCC..hope can get smthg good n cheap...hehe

Happy Weekend N Happy Good Friday

2007-04-10T01:33:00.000+08:00

My advance holidays(5 days)...i was very enjoying myself during my advance holiodays(skip class to go back hometown n go singapore)..so happy tat i can slept again on my bed..so happy tat i can breath Pontian's air..so happy i can b wif my parents....so happy can sing song wif my dad...so happy tat my mum cook dang gui 4 me(got 2 eggs inside)...so happy tat i can meet my frenz thr...so happytat i got a chance to go to Singapore Escape Theme Park wif the right persons,right friends...so happy tat i can sing K wif my frens...so happy tat my cousin bro getting married on sunday...so happy tat i can come back again to cyberjaya..haha..such a wonderful advanced holidays...

A Happy Dinner with All My Families

2007-04-04T02:37:00.000+08:00

my parents came to Nilai on mid nite of monday..i m vry happy and excited to meet them...we took many pics at my granpa home and oso chit chat many things..i was so hungry (eat nothing since 9 am until 6pm) wen i was in my bro's car...luckily my mum has prepared some home make kuih.i ate 2 pieces to tahan my hungry..haha..on tat monment,the atmosphere thr was so gud,bcos all of us dy vry long time dint c each others...wait,wait,wait,finally the dinner time was coming,grandpa,big aunty,Sixth aunty,my parents,cousin n his wife,cousin brother,my bro n sis,my nephews and me.all together 15 ppl went to hv our dinner at a restaurant.while we were waiting the kitchen to prepare
our dinner,we took pics again..we were so happy and enjoying..we all really very long time dint gather together to hv dinner..tis is a wonderful moment for all of us..total up,we had spend RM 140.00 for our dinner and tis dinner is treated by a cousin who working at Singapore now..thx u,ah lam...after the dinner,they all went back to their house and me also come back again to MMU...after the happy gathering wif my families,the suffering begin dy...we all like crazy gals,rushing our cyber P's business plan..i had finished my part at 2.30 am(actually is not finis la,jus dun noe how to do,so i jus stop at thr and start writting tis blog,haha)..and the conclusion now is I WANNA GO TO SLEEP DY...tml i hv morning class at 8 am...somoMore i wil follow my parents go bc to my lovely home town tml..haha..someMore i wil go to Singapore on tis coming friday which is good friday to Singaporian..haha...sure i wil take many pic at thr...huhuhuhu

Lonely Sunday Morning

2007-04-01T10:33:00.000+08:00

sunday again!!!i quite dislike sunday..especially tis sunday.me alone in the room,n now dun hv electrcity supply,somemore is a rainning day.i dislike rainning day..now i m watching a HK drama(xie yi ren shen-->life art).intend to watch whole morning,after tat jus go to do my LAE assignment...yesterday nite,my msn kena virus(shit),tis has made me vry angry.i heard my fren said tat the virus is created by Utar's student...i wonder y they wan to create virus.izzit fun to c ppl pc kena virus,or u wil get rich after u create a virus..wu liao..luckily wei young teached me how to handle tis virus.ofcos now my msn recovered dy,no more sick.but i m sure tat many ppl's pc dy kena tis shit virus...compare saturday with sunday,ofcos i prefer saturday la..yesterday i joined the archery tournament(sun burn+bruise)..altot my score is bad,but quite fun..altot the weather is hot,but quite enjoyed..altot no enuf slep.but i stil love it..i promised myself i must go trainning every week on next sem.bcos lack of trainning(dint go trainning since last sem),i scored vry bad in tis tournament(worse than last tournament).haha..yesterday nite,is my 1st time to eat maggie mee + abt half tin of mushroom(i tink i dare not to eat the mushroom recently).tis oso is the 1st time i tried pegan's cooking skill.bcos is maggie mee,so not bad lo..haha..